Here is my progress photos so far, as you can see i have lost 4 pant sizes and considerable inches around my midsection. These are size large shorts, I was 2X/3X. a
The shirt I am wearing in the photo of my and one of my best friends Amanda is one of my old shirts that barely fit, it was way too tight. as you can see it is so lose on the arms now, and also in the stomach and I can actually no longer wear it, this picture was taken 2 weeks ago
This is one of me and my fiance Trevor taken on August 9th, I still have along way to do but I am also wearing significantly smaller clothes that actually fit me, versus before there was no way they would, awesome!
So I started a new job and school at the same time and wow has it taken me away fromthis blog! I am so sorry, i promise we will be up and running again very soon. Just as an update, I am now 231 pounds, making my grand total for weight loss at 34 pounds in 4 months. My weight loss has slowed down a bit, and I have also picked up some bad habbits.
Because of my schedule I had stopped counting calories and also started to every once in awhile treat myself to the not good stuff, which became every other day. I am happpy to report that after 2 weeks of that phase, I am back on the wagon and doing much better and back to eating healthy. I don’t know why i did it, perhaps disapointment with my progress, but that was not a reason to do what I did. The thing is, and this might be TMI, my body let me know it wasn’t right.
You see at the start of this journey, I got diagnosed with IBS (inflammatory Bowel Syndrome). It is a fancy way of saying that my body cannot process or handle grease. As my fiance likes to put it, god made me lactose in tolerant to keep me away from ice cream and now he made me have earth shattering stomach pain to keep me away from grease, lol. I believe this is completely true, only before it never stopped me. I was able to work, drive, play, and shop with these earth shattering stomach pains. They hurt so bad that they actually induce vomit at times and sometimes make my vision go slightly blurry. I used to be able to function completely normal with these, well not anymore.
On all 3 incidents where there this returned when I sinned, I was in so much pain I couldnt even bear it. The pain took over my whole body and put it all into perspective. That burger was most definitly NOT worth the 10 mnutes of pleasure for this 4 hours of pain. I could not believe that for 2 years I let this not only happen, but became ADJUSTED to it? what? how on earth?? It would be the equivalent of a man getting accustomed to getting kicked in the junk every day, and then working while it happened, thats how bad this pain is. For some people its not that severe but for me it has been.
Now in my defense, I did not know until April that grease was the cause of my pain, it wasn’t until I started a food journal for my doctor that we pinpointed coffee and grease. This was my reality check and everytime I consider greasy foods now, I will remember those moments. I remember the pain, the guilt, and after everything was said and done, the triumph of realizing that I was fortunate enough to have built in stop lights in my body that let me know its limitations. I at first did not want to report my dissapointing month, but then I realized we all fall off the wagon a time or two, and it doesn’t matter. What matters is the fact that we get back up and the lesson we take away from it.